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March 23rd, 2009
01:09 am - yeah
school starts back up tomorrow. fuck....
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March 17th, 2009
02:16 am - OMG LJ
I'm a fairly big bawler
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January 25th, 2009
03:33 pm - Things
Everything is pretty great. I have a cool girlfriend, I will be getting a new place to live within a month, and I am quitting Safe Place... Now all I need is money to get tattooed.
Word
Current Music: Cerberus Shoal- Breathing Machines
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November 6th, 2008
03:06 pm - something fun
it's good times
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September 28th, 2008
03:52 am - you there, you so tricky.
Alright, an update
Been spending a lot of time with my new mind
Constantly making b/rad decisions
Don't think too much
Every thing's O.K. I say
Found myself creating a new reality
Going to school, skipping school
Hating is at a minimum
Ignorant enough to think about more chances
Joking is my habit
Kale... like it or leave it, it's here to stay
Lovage sucks. Really.
Music makes my head go numb
Not enough time in a day/week/month/lifetime
Offended by nothing
Punji- a sharpened bamboo stick used to stab people... also a tight scrabble word
Q and not U words in my head
Radio stations need me to DJ
Silent treatment can suck it
Trivial matters get me stressing
Unsure what's really going on in her head
Vultures, all of us
When did it get so tight outside?
X
You think I give a fuck about x?
Za, shit's tight
This concludes my life in accordance to being sloppy and bored with the alphabet on my side.
Current Music: Screeeeeeeeech
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September 1st, 2008
02:42 am - hmm
I have a way with words and the ladies. I say dumb shit and lose a lot.
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August 15th, 2008
02:41 pm - another serious topic
If you have the ability to grow a watermelon without seeds, why would you grow one with seeds?
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02:58 am - it happens
Sometimes I just get low and listen to Songs: Ohia.
Some people can say anything and make it lovely.
These are the people we tend to idolize and lust for.
Current Location: doom room
Current Music: Black Crow
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June 27th, 2008
01:32 am - heat!
-Last day off for a while
-AC is broke down at home
-I care more than you know
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June 20th, 2008
11:11 am - away time
I am pretty excited to leave for Indianapolis today. I could use some time away. No work for 3 days sounds amazing to me, I just wish I could afford a whole week away.
I utilized the downtown library for the first time in months yesterday. I have really been wanting to read more Kafka, and now that I am I see how he inspires the authors I love. I really wish I would do more reading. I always get on kicks where I'll read 2 or 3 books in a week or so and then I slow down again.
Work's been amazing. We currently have a group of kids that are super intelligent and don't mind showing it. I took them all to Bernheim forest the other day to do team work training, it felt like they really gained a lot, especially since 3/4ths of them have never even been to a wooded area in their life. I think the tree top canopy walk is probably one of my new favorite places in the world... Standing 75 feet above the ground on a 180 foot "bridge", it's pretty amazing and calming. We took all the youth to the library, for once no one wanted to play on Myspace. They all checked out books and had discussions on why they picked what they did. I encouraged a girl to pick up some random interpretations of Moby Dick since she loved the original so much, she finished it last night and was stoked to talk about how different it was. I sometimes fall in love with my job and the work I get to do.
Off to listen to the Police and maybe get subway, who knows.
Current Music: Cursive
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June 17th, 2008
01:09 pm - yikes
I bet Hercules gets with all the ladies.
Current Music: Panopticon
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June 12th, 2008
02:48 pm - moods
Kids stress me
Family Confuses me
Life excites me
Very excited to go to Indianapolis in 2 weeks even though financially it's going to suck. Dude Fest will be amazing. Kungfu Rick? Yes please.
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/acedia/littlegent/anxious.gif) anxious
Current Music: Get Rad
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June 2nd, 2008
07:42 pm - Pain pill cat naps
It's been a hell of a week:
-Threw my shoulder out of socket
+Got pain pills
-It's the shoulder I had surgery on
+Working as a case manager occasionally at work
-No raise
+hanging out with a rad girl
-It's awkward
+Still have rad friends
More or less I'm kind of neutral about life right now. I am heading back to school in the fall, and I'm pretty stoked, ready to learn again. I wish I had a bike, even though I can't even ride it at the moment.
chubbs
Current Music: Songs: Ohia- Perfect Men
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May 11th, 2008
03:55 am - my life
I have a huge crush, we hang out far too often and I can't explain how I feel. It really bugs me, I can talk to her about everything, but I am afraid I am going to fuck up our current relationship. She rules
I watch Pete + Pete
Orange Lazarus... really
Really Love Drowning man, Realized I had Busy Signals at the Suicide Hot-line in my yet to listen pile. Listened to that today.... I love this shit. Only 1 or 2 people will agree with this, but I don't care, they need to hang with me. Saw this band once, they "sucked" according to everyone else, I loved it.
My Job rules, but I feel very disconnected. I let a few self Proclaimed "thug rap connoisseurs" listen to GZA and Dead Prez today, they hated both of them, they need to stop saying their from the streets and start admitting they live with their parents and just want to smoke weed, pussy ass's.
chubbs.
Current Location: shut the fuck up
Current Mood: 36 chambers
Current Music: Drowning man- High School Slow Dance
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May 7th, 2008
04:39 pm - cook out!
If anyone feels like it, there is a cookout tonight at 2146 Crittenden Drive, that's where Nate and I live. Bring some veggie foods to grill, and a lawn chair. it'll be good times. starts at 6.
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March 30th, 2008
02:04 am - I beeeeeeeeeeeeee...
Broke. The new house kinda rules a lotta bit. A change of environment can do wonders... I hate moving, however. Still have things to move in the next 2 days, it's cool though, things rule.
It seems like there has been a lot of work stress lately, and the youth I see get more extreme all the time. It's weird having a job where you are relied upon all the time.
who knows
chubbs
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March 23rd, 2008
03:40 am - about life.
Budweiser. New house. The Departed. Killians. New Speakers. The Boss. Shows. Youth work.
c lo
Current Music: Los Crudos
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March 4th, 2008
09:14 am - did it
I applied to U of L today. I'm anxious, I want and need school, but nervous as all hell to commit to it.
I'm mentoring a 14 year old kid named Brandon. He skateboards and loves the pixies. He gets really nervous when he talks to me: Breathes heavy, talks in fragmented sentences, forgets what he's saying. He's awesome.
Chamomile Lemon tea is tight.
I'm tired
Current Music: Band of Horses- Funeral
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February 4th, 2008
07:33 am - adding a year
Sunday is my birthday. Big 22. I guess. If you want to eat sushi and get awesome let me know. It's going on Saturday (the 9th) at Maido on Frankfort ave. Afterwards there may be large doses of Deathwish (the movies) or maybe a bar or maybe both. I think that is mostely going to be played by ear. Please let me know if you want to go so I can make reservations or see if I even need to. We will be going around 8:30pm.
chubbs
p.s.
18-1
Current Music: Towers
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February 2nd, 2008
05:28 am - The dreams I have
I am apparently in the "League" now
All 7'6 of me
Give or take 2 feet
Mostly take
Sitting in the Nets locker room after the game
maybe it was the Knicks
Or the Timberwolfs?
It was difinitely one of those
Timberwolfs
These sport types always want interviews
It was a bad game
That's all I remember
"but you have heart!"
Heart
It does a lot of good
Especially with Lebrons balls on your forehead
Lucky for me I sell Celebrity sack sweat after games
they call me nut sweat
I sell only the best
Magic Johnson interviews me
I must be really important
Half of Yao Ming's talent
Mugsy Bogues body
My dreams are typically pretty awesome. Maybe this is why I'm such an odd kid, I dont know. I really wish I could sleep through a whole night, and not get up and right this down.
good night
Current Music: Space heater
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